Letting Go

I'm taking a five minute break from tax returns so I don't completely lose it. It's definitely been one of those days. I'm feeling extremely stressed and I'm seriously wondering why I ever thought that this was a good profession. It's almost ten o'clock and there's absolutely no way I'll leave tonight before midnight and that makes me even more stressed. My list of projects that must be accomplished before next Monday (to allow time for review and processing) is still growing. I really need it to stop.

I was looking up above my THREE computer monitors earlier and this quote I have pinned to the wall of my cube caught my eye. I've got several things running through my mind for my future and I'm trying to decide if some things are just the life I have *planned* or if they are part of the life that is *waiting* for me. If you really know me, you know I have a plan for everything. I really prefer if the people in my life have a plan too. Case in point, I ask Mama every day what her plan for the day is. I have to admit, I get a bit frustrated when more often that not she doesn't have one yet. If I didn't know better, I'd say I'm not really her daughter since we are so different in appearance and personalities.

So, dear friends, all can tell you is that I may be asking for advice from some of you in the coming weeks. I feel like I'm supposed to take a giant leap, but I'm scared to do it without the support of those I hold dear. Sorry to be cryptic, but time's up and the IRS waits for no one! :)